WE HAVE REACHED THE NEW WORLD WASTELAND

Because i give up.... on everything;

2011-12-13T18:32:00.002+08:00

i just wanna be with my mum.

i want her to be happy, thats all that matter.

i dont care about anything unless affiliated with her;

2011-08-08T23:41:00.003+08:00

i remember the first time we held hands
i remember when we walked down the ikea isle
i remember how we sat comfortably on our dream sofa
i remember you made me that bloo perler beads
all i wanna remember is fond memories of you.
.i love you.

2011-01-18T22:37:00.003+08:00

i guess this is it then huh?
all those times we spent together for 9 months is coming to an end?
i hope this is gonna be our first and last time we're having this ' long break' because baby,
i need u, want u, i LOVE YOU.
just by hearing your voice, it makes me feel all tingly inside
just by looking at your adorable face, it makes me smile very wide
just to know you love me, thats what i'd die for

i wanna spend the rest of my life with you....
Nur sakinah bte zainal abidin

2010-12-19T22:45:00.001+08:00

YES!!! BABY'S COMING HOME SOON!!!!!

2010-12-13T23:43:00.002+08:00

cyclops babykin. i miss you. <3

2010-12-12T23:47:00.002+08:00

baby, im gonna miss you.
this blog keeps me company while you're gone.
the reason its dead is because im drenched with your love and there is no need for this blog to live but since you'll be going tmrw, im gonna update as much as i can.
i want you to enjoy your trip there and hopefully, im at the back of your head
i love you... forever and always
imeay;
get me a souvenir yeah? a tshirt? heh heh

2010-09-14T21:55:00.004+08:00

i love her and thats all to it.

ok, time to update~
i finished my exams.. well, one exam and im confident enough that i can pass.
what sucks is that every poly is having their vacation holidays now but not for the year 3's
we have to come school still and suffer 9-5 daily. arbezzz
my napfa is in two days and am i prepared?

i think im going in 2 months earlier but hey, still get paid so.. nyeh!
plus, im super duper sick right now. :(

i miss being in your arms and sleep in it.
i love your smile which kept me up all night.
i love you, baby.

2010-09-07T15:37:00.009+08:00

i dont drop shit, i dont pick shit up so thats kinda my ish

2010-08-16T00:35:00.004+08:00

shit man! tak sempat tell joke abe dah kasi answer! ARGH!

*edited*
i wanna own at least one Nudie Jeans!! omg, the after effect is soo damn cool ah!

but it cost around 200? worth it?
I WANTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!

2010-08-11T22:55:00.003+08:00

from today onwards, i honestly dont know why am i in school for.
yes, for final year project but come on. we also do need a break from school.
by the way, first day of fasting was ok. im confident that i can conquer 30 days without even have the need to resist temptations. O.o

and i love cutting my hair short, new habit i guess.
i wanna get jeans(again)!!!!!!
and also, i wanna break fast with secondary school mates, like old times.
people who are reading this post who used to be in ftpss, take note of this.

PRIORITY.

2010-08-05T22:04:00.001+08:00

what's behind that smile?

2010-07-16T16:40:00.002+08:00

i need it.

2010-07-16T16:40:00.000+08:00

2010-07-12T10:38:00.001+08:00

§yamshidi says: (10:25:00 AM)
tak berbual dgn
§yamshidi says: (10:25:02 AM)
h.....h..?
nmn says: (10:25:05 AM)
hahahaha
nmn says: (10:25:07 AM)
tak ah\
nmn says: (10:25:23 AM)
die mcm tak on aje
§yamshidi says: (10:25:44 AM)
tak on?
§yamshidi says: (10:25:45 AM)
hahahahaha
§yamshidi says: (10:25:48 AM)
kental ah dier
§yamshidi says: (10:25:54 AM)
jap, aku send dier msg pat fb
§yamshidi says: (10:25:58 AM)
ckp kau suke dier
nmn says: (10:26:00 AM)
hahhahah babi!!!
nmn says: (10:26:06 AM)
babi!!!!\
nmn says: (10:26:10 AM)
aku tumbok kau!!
§yamshidi says: (10:26:18 AM)
jap
§yamshidi says: (10:26:24 AM)
aku tgh sign in nie
§yamshidi says: (10:26:31 AM)
h..h..h
nmn says: (10:27:11 AM)
hahahahah
nmn says: (10:27:14 AM)
babi
§yamshidi says: (10:27:46 AM)
nabil likes you and he's shy to talk to u in class right now cause u like me.
§yamshidi says: (10:27:52 AM)
aku send ni eh?
nmn says: (10:28:08 AM)
hahahah babi la cb
§yamshidi says: (10:28:28 AM)
takut kepe sia!!
§yamshidi says: (10:28:30 AM)
HAHAHAHAHA
§yamshidi says: (10:28:32 AM)
AKU TAK BUAT LAH
§yamshidi says: (10:28:38 AM)
kau ingatkan aku berani?
nmn says: (10:28:46 AM)
hahahah mane tau
nmn says: (10:28:47 AM)
hahhaha
§yamshidi says: (10:29:09 AM)
sent

i just love threatening people. haha

*edited*
ok lah bil, aku dah tukar. so, secret safe. haha.

2010-06-22T17:01:00.006+08:00

i am here at home, bored and watching same shows over and over again.

i really cant wait for school to start.

this week marks the last week of my holidays.

FYP

i wish you're here and not there

2010-06-20T21:46:00.005+08:00

kripke, i found the nozzle! i am going to kill you!

i miss baby ever soo much. :(

Kimchi says: (1:21:21 AM)
goldinvestor88@gmail.com is who?
§yamshidi says: (1:21:33 AM)
lemme check
Kimchi says: (1:21:37 AM)
lol
Kimchi says: (1:21:38 AM)
thanks
§yamshidi says: (1:22:38 AM)
i dont have that email on my msn
Kimchi says: (1:22:46 AM)
okay,,,
Kimchi says: (1:22:48 AM)
thanks shah
Kimchi says: (1:22:50 AM)
shah btw
Kimchi says: (1:23:05 AM)
i think u will get "promoted" also ba
Kimchi says: (1:23:09 AM)
very soon
§yamshidi says: (1:23:20 AM)
d00d,im not shah.
Kimchi says: (1:23:37 AM)
i think now because there are lesser people so u know how to kick then u get promoted

some nostalgic friendster memories.

noorliza
Posted Feb 08 2008, 00:35 AM
One of the dols in my class. Sweet boy with killer smile. Very cheeky and at times i feel like slapping him when he is lazy. Hey he is not all bad. Most hardworking and ambitious Normal Acad kid. I am glad he did good and manage to pass his Malay. U dont get A1 but u managed to pass and i can never ask for more. All the best Syamshidi. Be more hardworking and less cheeky next time. U are a sweet heart and i bet u are just as nice as ur uncle. Selamat maju jaya ya abg Syam.

(awww... my sec 5 mother tongue teacher.)

syafiq
Dec 23 2006, 02:42 PM

HELLO SYAM!

haha. ye la kelakarla kau.
gerek man jln2 keluar semuer haha.
kitorang jln2 lagi amacam?

nak gi BURGER QUEEN? haha.

take care ah.
GOD BLESS.

(syafiq, haha. good old jamming days.)

a blast from the past.

2010-06-15T16:52:00.003+08:00

haha! listen! ok,today was soo awesome! met babykin and had breakfast at woodlands banquet.
then, a random idea of playing arcade. lol. i know. =_="
its our thang. we saw this kid playing then he suddenly stopped playing and left the guitar there.
kin grabbed the guitar and continued for him without his permission. AHAHAHAHAHA

yah, she was happy. idk why. lol ^_^

like rockstar huh?

she looked soo happy cause its free and she thinks she's good at it.
but not for long ah. she challenged me. got guts eh this girl.
the winner is obviously me. twice some more. hahahahahaha!

2010-06-13T00:38:00.004+08:00

iluma, COTT. me wearing some lamesauce shirt.

hmmm. friday's outing was uncalled for. 2nd picture onwards were from last friday's outing.
I WAS SUPPOSED TO WEAR THAT DRY-FIT TSHIRT FOR TRAINING! i guess i forgot my top before training. ok here goes.

INITIAL PLAN
1) meet eben and get a haircut.
2) go for training
3) dinner at long john silvers
4) head back home.

ACTUAL PLAN
1, 2 and 3 the same.
4) went to sit at clark quay by the river side and talked
5) went sheesha and shared stories about supernatural experience(damn scary)
5) ard 1am(wtf right) decided to play lan. yes lan.
6) walked all the way from parklane to mustafa centre and ate (idk what u call after dinner and before breakfast. not supper confirm. dinest?)
7) continued walking to bendemeer and chilled at macs and showed some stoopid lame coin tricks which im THEEE best among them.
8) parted ways and head home.(and i saw eclipse.. somehow.)

2010-06-07T23:10:00.001+08:00

this is really funny!!!! to me.

Kimchi says: (11:09:35 PM)
hey
Kimchi says: (11:09:38 PM)
can give aban msn?
Kimchi says: (11:09:45 PM)
lol
§yamshidi says: (11:09:46 PM)
who's aban?
Kimchi says: (11:09:50 PM)
dont know how to spell his name
Kimchi says: (11:09:51 PM)
the indian
§yamshidi says: (11:09:55 PM)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Kimchi says: (11:10:00 PM)
wahahahah

that is THEEE best.

2010-06-07T23:10:00.000+08:00

2010-05-30T00:53:00.004+08:00

AHHHHH!!!!! 2 MORE DAYS PLEASE?
i wanna dedicate the song in my blog to nur sakinah bte zainal abidin
its been too long. text messages are what that's left of her.
ace<3jocelyn

Vanilla Twilight lyrics
Songwriters: Young, Adam;
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

2010-05-28T22:51:00.002+08:00

This is only the first day and im already mad as hell.
come on baby, come home now, come home please.
i cant continue my days without you.
everyday when the night turns blue, i come looking for you.
but now, you're not here. he is right, i am dying inside the first day you're gone.
i have 4 more days.
i cant continue my days without you.
we talk every night without fail even for 5 minutes sometimes just to hear your voice.
stupid yet funny conversations we shared.
and every friday i would meet you but i didnt yesterday.
and now...
i cant continue my days without you.....

2010-05-24T22:40:00.003+08:00

igotnut'intodo

i looked soo red here. 050310.
i love jocelyn like how much i love milo and jake and amir.

here's a video of some stupid friend of mine who used to be my classmate

2010-05-23T18:23:00.002+08:00

she's referring to some ace guy.

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:16:49 PM)

I love you Ace

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:16:56 PM)

I love you so much

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:17:41 PM)

I want to take a polaroid with you Ace.

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:17:57 PM)

And keep it with me wherever I go

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:18:22 PM)

I want to tell my family and friends about you always

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:18:42 PM)

I wanna tell them how wonderful you are and how patient you are with me

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:19:13 PM)

I want my family to love you as much as they love me

now, she wanna create some bullshit story, involving her ninja skills and barney.

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:23:19 PM)

I'm wounded all over know

§yamshidi says: (6:23:25 PM)

WHY SIA?!?!?!?!?1

§yamshidi says: (6:23:29 PM)

who whacked u??

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:23:39 PM)

I cant

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:23:44 PM)

Secret mission

§yamshidi says: (6:24:01 PM)

give him a kick of death1

§yamshidi says: (6:24:02 PM)

!!1

§yamshidi says: (6:24:06 PM)

tell me who

§yamshidi says: (6:24:07 PM)

NOW

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:24:13 PM)

Noo

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:24:22 PM)

I can't

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:24:28 PM)

I'll break th ninja law

§yamshidi says: (6:24:44 PM)

im partly ninja

§yamshidi says: (6:24:55 PM)

we tell each other secrets right?

§yamshidi says: (6:24:58 PM)

u can trust me

§yamshidi says: (6:25:03 PM)

your secret wont be exposed

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:25:04 PM)

Hahahahhahaha

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:25:09 PM)

Partly ninja?

§yamshidi says: (6:25:12 PM)

yep

§yamshidi says: (6:25:15 PM)

=_="

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:25:21 PM)

I can't tell you

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:25:24 PM)

I'm sorry

§yamshidi says: (6:25:28 PM)

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:25:38 PM)

But I'll describe th guy for you

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:25:50 PM)

He is 6 ft 8 inches tall

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:26:15 PM)

He's prehistoric

§yamshidi says: (6:26:19 PM)

wow

§yamshidi says: (6:26:23 PM)

ok wait...

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:26:24 PM)

People say he's gay

§yamshidi says: (6:26:26 PM)

is he, hercules?

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:26:36 PM)

And a peadophile coz he hangs out w kids

§yamshidi says: (6:26:40 PM)

aladin?

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:26:43 PM)

And purple too

§yamshidi says: (6:26:46 PM)

HAFIS?

§yamshidi says: (6:26:53 PM)

I CAN TAKE HIM DOWN EASILY!

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:26:58 PM)

But that is just a mere mask

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:27:03 PM)

Nope not hafis'

§yamshidi says: (6:27:06 PM)

b,check my blog in a while

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:27:30 PM)

His super power is this

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:28:33 PM)

He will sing this song, I loce you, you love me we're a happy family.... And after that it's victim can't and won't remember anything because they're hypnotized by his demonic song

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:28:40 PM)

He's a demon in disguise

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:28:53 PM)

And a trained ninja . Green belt

§yamshidi says: (6:29:20 PM)

shit!

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:29:22 PM)

I can't tell you the name, but this should give you enoguh clues

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

§yamshidi says: (6:30:07 PM)

:( :( :( :( :(

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:30:09 PM)

Eh you know who or not

§yamshidi says: (6:30:13 PM)

barney?

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:30:23 PM)

Yesss

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:30:26 PM)

Omg omg

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:31:41 PM)

Anyway yeah he tires to first hypnotize me w th demonic song

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:31:54 PM)

But my ninja training has taught mw the power of stoning

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:32:01 PM)

So while he sand

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:32:05 PM)

*sang

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:32:08 PM)

I stones

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:32:22 PM)

I pretended stoning

§yamshidi says: (6:32:27 PM)

mampos b. are u trying to create your own story?

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:32:27 PM)

*stoned

§yamshidi says: (6:32:28 PM)

LOL

§yamshidi says: (6:33:28 PM)

ok then? what happened???!?!?!?!

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:33:37 PM)

THIS IS NO MERE CREATION! IT REALLY HAPPENED!

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:33:47 PM)

He thought I was hypnotized

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:34:04 PM)

So tried to unleash his purple bazooka on me

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:34:44 PM)

Once I saw it, I stealthily took out my Katana and chop that giant dick up

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:34:57 PM)

He really is a peadophile and a rapist

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:36:01 PM)

He tried to get funky wimme I swearrrr!

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:36:23 PM)

Aft that we fight fight

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:36:33 PM)

Den he pinned me down a lot of times ah

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:36:38 PM)

He very th berat sia

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:36:44 PM)

But I am strong

Provehito In Altum. says: (6:36:52 PM)

Are you there? <<<<< this part she paiseh alrdy.

hahahahahahahaha!!

2010-05-18T01:19:00.005+08:00

Hello dudes. i bet no one reads my blog anymore. boohoo. :(

anyhooo, im gonna do a little catch up on what happened these past few weeks.

i'll spend most of my time in sch, period. due to my final year project, i have to stay back in sch for abit longer to finish my daily task.
and these are the people i'll be spending most of my time in sch with.
The only days im free is from friday onwards. usually friday i'll spend it with someone meaningful.
:)
Oh,and i joined muay thai at clark quay. its damn fun. i dragged alot of people to join.
serious, the training is intense and tough but i got a reason to keep fit and be prepared for my NAFA test.
thats it guys. im really happy right now and soo far, i've been hearing stuff that i dont really care about.
i've lost a good friend but in the midst of getting her back to be friends again.
ain, you know im referring to you.
once again, im sorry. 6th time.

i dont know what to update else. im gonna go off now. talked to watermelon just now, she told me to sleep and hang up. macam faham. im still wide awake still. HAHAHAHAHAHA!
you just got rick-rolled!

2010-05-04T08:28:00.002+08:00

I love the way I can talk to you
And say what's on my mind
I never have to look away
Or keep a thing inside

Tears fill my eyes when you're not around
Or when you just don't care
But I know in my heart you will do what's right
For me, you will always dare

Material things will never matter
As long as I have you
You make every day that passes
So much easier to get through

My worries disappear when you're around
No thoughts of pain or doubt
I feel your love when you hold me close
And kiss me if I pout

I don't care what they are talking about
All I care for is you
I'll jump off a building to show you my love
If that's what I have to do

I love you for everything that you are
Not what you promise to be
I know you can't see why or how
You're the most important thing to me
...............................................................

I always sleep early on mondays but with you on my mind
texting used to be such a bore but not anymore
fighting for my granny but you know she loves me more
fighting for me, you know what i'd take your for

being away for missions, you'll leave me alone
ninja skills are meant to be yours

awww damn, tbc please. i got sch in an hour and i havent bathe.

2010-05-02T21:52:00.002+08:00

scary.

2010-04-17T23:41:00.003+08:00

before the holiday comes to an end, let me summarize what happened within this blissful period of time.

1) i meet a wonderful person during the hols
2) i get to meet one of my fav band upfront
3) managed to go KL with awesome dudes and the trip was meaningful
4) learned that nothing comes easy peasy
5) in love with sofa at ikea
6) soccer pretty much every week

i think thats all uh.

ok,this week nothing much happened so i'll just start with the past friday.
OH AND THE FORMAT OF THIS POST WILL BE LIKE THIS...

Provehito In Altum. says: (11:13:07 PM)
talk abt friday ?
Provehito In Altum. says: (11:13:09 PM)
den me
Provehito In Altum. says: (11:13:13 PM)
den today
Provehito In Altum. says: (11:13:14 PM)
den me
Provehito In Altum. says: (11:13:17 PM)
den about tmrw
Provehito In Altum. says: (11:13:18 PM)
den me
Provehito In Altum. says: (11:13:21 PM)
den abt monday
Provehito In Altum. says: (11:13:22 PM)
den me.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! HERE GOES.

friday was quite a blast. i met tamam in the mosque and we head to toapayoh. he went off to meet his friend and i was still at tpy waiting for skinner. promised to meet at 2.15. she came at 3.30. she thinks she can get away with a smile. she did actually. haha then made our way to the cathay and met up with tamam with his 'friend' syafillah. so, we watched rec 2, since skinner wanna watch it and for me, it was my second time so heck lah. haha. and skinner, they weren't sitting at the couple seat! personally i think the movie was great but they dont think so. was soo damn sad lah please. made our way to zac to have our monthly sheesha there which cost freaking 8 bux because we're his members/regulars. chit chat here there. they introed this game called 'black magic' honestly, after 20 mins of the game, everyone got the moral of the game but not me. it goes on and on..... 40 mins and still doesnt get it.
send skinner to the mrt cause its almost her curfew time. and went back to zac's and talk again. well, pretty much alot of talking uh.

skinner is funny in a way cause she just loves jacking people right in the face. she also makes this face which never fail to make me laugh.
a person i can depend on, present.. future... to have met someone reliable is just my luck.

"and all the memories of the tubs and the pubs and the drugs and the clubs we share together.. will stay with me forever"

2010-04-12T23:45:00.003+08:00

we got our constellations and was not satisfied with the effects so we decided to get ourselves LAVA LAMPS! weehuu.
and i've tried wendy's burger and it was the bomb!
well, one thing's for sure. i hate fatgots, especially while ordering food.
do not disturb me or i'll give u the...
LOOK.
"wanna mess wimme dood? u sure? veh sure? veh veh sure? confident enough? doubt so."
then called skinzz on a random basis just to inform what happened.
and this past week i've been sleeping over at my gramps. she has been accompanying me thru the night and darkness in this room. felt veh safe. my constellation must always be switched on once its 1am. lol, weird? probably.

"no poem i've wrote, no song i've sung, can halt the army of wrath"

2010-04-06T11:36:00.003+08:00

i havent sleep for the night yet and still, i have the guts and energy to play soccer. wah, tell you, im gonna faint soon. why am i soo damn stubborn, night is when most people sleep but yet, im wide awake. 3 more hours to meeting those doods. think i better go take POWER nap now.

2010-04-05T01:54:00.003+08:00

i havent really been updating properly so here i go.

last friday was supposed to go to pixar with friends but sadly, some of em cant make it so had to stay home and chill. it was a good day cause i spent it with family and saw the baby, qisyah.
she's soo cute, i remembered the first time i touched her cheeks were soo soft but this time round,
she's 3 months old and her cheeks were abit tougher than before and veh veh chubby.
SOOOO CUTE!
zomg lah. soo cute.

here are some of the mandatory 'we must have' stuff in my/our house.
1) a sofa we saw at ikea tampines. is veh veh comfy btw.
2) Lava lamp. gaze into the fluorescent bubbles.
3) ps3 with gun controllers! feels like we're in the acrade.
4) milo-maker! nyeh, its actually a coffee maker but we're improvising the machine.
5) DVDS/BLUERAYS! AWESOME COUCH WITH AWESOME MOVIES!
6) imac desktop, a powerful one.

yep, thats about it. my/our ideal home. we also have rules but its not appropriate to mention here.

SO, back on track, tomorrow im going gym with hafis. and yes, the guy who's holding hand with another guy on my previous post. hahahahaha! sorry eh fis.
oh and sch's starting in 2 weeks time. wow and im officially in year 3. one of those old-timer doods in poly. haha.
time-table's pretty hectic. except fr fridays and wed maybe? if they dont give me my modules.

oh, and please support a friend of mine with her product she's making.
its awesome and unique. you can select any logo/cartoon character from the web and inform her.
she'll create that specific design by using colorful beads and its quite cheap for a handmade product but also depending on size.
here's the website.
art of perler beads
check it out, its awesome. i got myself one and hanged it on my bag. it looks really cool.

2010-03-30T14:34:00.004+08:00

GOOFY PICTURES OF MY MATES AND I
bil~o~balls
sammy wammy

mamat tamam

fisha

kalikadok

idk if is it just me or some of my pictures i took seemed like they're holding hands?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
omg!!!!!! epic confirm! fis, 2 pictures already ok. haha!

ok,collecting my shoe today with fis, skinner and mamat. but how eh? i need to enroll my modules at 4 but meeting them at 4.30. wah, GG alrdy.

I dont mind getting my spelling wrong everyday just to get the ‘see me’ chop.

2010-03-29T01:42:00.003+08:00

ok,im soo damn lazy to update about the KL trip cause its too awesome to be written down here.

my macbeth shoe has already arrived in sg and just waiting to be collected.
my white manchester.
nice or what and guess the price for it. hardly see white macbeth in sg. (bragging)
and i find my life now much more interesting cause i find myself doing stuff i dont usually do like laser questing and much more. otp at night until wee hours. soo contented right now.
hope it stays like this for long.
and i just got a freaking haircut and soo satisfied with it.

Did you fart? cause you just blew me away.

2010-03-25T04:34:00.004+08:00

like the first 10 secs only.
the guitar hero guitar swing YEAH.

promise to continue update KL trip by this week.

do you have any raisins? no? how about a date?

2010-03-22T14:42:00.003+08:00

Finally, time to update my awesome trip to kl dudes!
(summarized in picture forms)

ok, here we are in the airplane! and i had to sit alone and enjoy my own 'noise' from my source of music, ipod. it was cool uh, sitting in the airplane while pretty air stewardess passed by couple of times. heh heh.

reached KL! phew! and it was 0930. damn early right! chilled around the airport area while those boys purchased their daily necessities, rokok uh! hahahaha! mcm mat malaysia alrdy!
flagged a cab to KL city which cost ard.. 95 ringgit? not a problem forking out money during the first day. and i learned a new word. 'matau'. means contribute in. lol. stupid cbc.

ok,this was what we brought along during this trip, really. nothing much but just, bags and camera. oh, and i wore the same set of clothes 3 days but diff colored boxers. lol! i know, disgusting but who gives a shit of what u think aye? haha

our personal maid in this hotel, calvin sim. aka cbc. he made us follow him to eat his desired dish here in KL and made us wait for freaking 2 hours just to search for his food. but nehmind uh, without him i bet we wouldnt know where to go also. funny dude ah this fella. LAMPAHCHI

so yeah, i was the first to knock out when we first reached the hotel cause i didnt sleep the previous night because i had fun... doing something.... and i tell you, the hotel doesnt have a window! so everytime u switched off the lights, it'll look as if its at night. i slept while faizal took this. basket.

they slept too after seeing how comfortable i was in the bed. haha. except for faizal.

i swear, this was being played over and over and its so called our theme song for this trip.
i was trapped by those muse fans. hahaha. i dont really like muse but had to endure during the trip cause u know why? JIWE.

off to have lunch dudes!!!! so like i said i wore this exact clothes for 3 days.
and where did we eat at???

YES! A&W! haha! satisfied!!!!!!
and every meal we ordered through out the 3 days must have this...

BAM! rootbeer float. haha

tbc...cause im hungry.

2010-03-17T00:33:00.002+08:00

YEAH 'Between the buried and me'!!!!!!!!!! omegeleeeeeee!!!!!
the gig was awesome and the meet and greet was great! efforts well wasted!!!!
we had private 10 mins session, just me, syafiq and the band! well, syafiq did the talking. haha
but it was well worth it. syafiq got his pair of beths signed and my bagpack got signed too.
and while talking, i asked them to play a track called 'ants of the sky'. they said, "nah.. not gonna happen. im just joking, maybe we'll play specially for you" and they did!!! ohhh booyaaah!!

going KL in 6 more hours. im surely gonna miss the LQ people. haha.
onitsuka tigggaaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!!

2010-03-14T00:59:00.002+08:00

laser quest on monday d00ds! 40mins straight!!!!!! its soo gonna be awesome.
tuesday between the buried and me gig!!!!
wednesday KL!!!!!!!

and life's A-OK! im happy and i go for cheap thrills like watching cotton candy melt in water or playing around with voicemail just to hear my voice.

2010-03-11T13:28:00.007+08:00

stick my middle _|_ finger up your nose and drill it through your brain cause you're judgmental.

2010-03-09T14:18:00.005+08:00

hello to readers who follows this blog. sorry but i totally have no idea to blog about. like, its very empty inside this mind and nothing is going on much. well except that i need to find a job to buy my unnecessary needs like for instance
i saw this at a toy shop and it cost 23 bucks! i really really want this as im a fan of south park and a HUGE fan of cartmen cause he's really really funny. knock his head and he'll say 'sweet'. heh
and i need money to buy this also
its a card game. i got monopoly deal, poker cards. i get really sick and tired of em so i decided to buy this deck of card games. its really really cool! i played before during my secondary sch times with my mates and its really really the kinda game who backstabs people! test your adequate skills here. haha

i wanna play game now. chao!

click to enlarge and be dazzled by the power of mindf@&k

2010-03-04T12:52:00.004+08:00

pow!! \m/

2010-03-02T02:09:00.003+08:00

im back bitches. yes.
oh how i wanna emphasize that i finished my 2nd year 2nd semester and heading to year 3!!
oh my god! thats damn fast and hopefully i wont repeat 3 modules cause if not i would be dismissed from sch. ok,lets not talk abt sch here cause its fucking over.

idk what to do during my 7 awesome weeks of holidays! going to KL with tariq and faizal on the 17th-20th march but before KL, its between the buried and me gig. cant wait.
oh and, went to meet skinner just now. damn hilarious. her pri sch kids are soooo cute!
one of em spelled motorbike as MOTORTABIKE! hahahahaha!
then i helped her chop chop her student's book all. fun.
gonna get the chop thingy soon. oh, then met up with fis and bil and... asked for jobs at parkway but to no avail. i have no life.. more like my group of friends and i have no life when it comes to holidays. but during sch periods, 110% given. standard confirm;

2010-02-08T10:29:00.003+08:00

awesome classmates.

act only.

percy got raped.

vinodh and jenn

well,i got sun burnt after 4 hours in wild wild wet with these people. a destress trip since we know that exams are coming so they planned this out. im game for anything.

2010-02-06T01:24:00.003+08:00

i need you online so that i can just stare at your name, smile and be happy. thats all i ask for.

i cut my hair cause im bored. i lie and hope i wont get caught. i did something stoopid and dont wanna get mocked.
i want you and never ever wanna ask for more.
oh, sweet fisherman's friend.

2010-02-04T00:17:00.003+08:00

di malaysia si ngan auntie ku.

off to beach road with bil-o-balls

yo. i'd do anything to go out with a girl who can scream and does it nicely. seriously. i've been envying girls who can scream. its like, impressive. haha,i can only live to dream for this kinda thing to happen. chipswow is cute too. Elle suis francaise. je ne suis pais francaise. je suis singaporean.

i wanna create an indie band, how awesome would that be! influences like arcade fire + the libertines + yeah yeah yeah. wow.

2010-01-31T23:55:00.002+08:00

JB with a cousin. Eating Mary brown on a swing. Cabbed 6rm to destination. Helped out with dishes for wedding. Gather more cousins. Sheesha and late night dinner at 3am with 4 people which costs 19rm. 3rm = most expensive ramly burger. what could be better for the weekends? and i only converted 16sing that lasted me for 2 days. next up, march roadtrip to KL with cuz and friends. Life's awesome. its GONNA be awesome after this week's of hectic work.

"behind every successful man, lies a woman.
behind every dead man, lies a CHUCK NORRIS."

2010-01-27T23:38:00.003+08:00

oh lil brother please refrain from doing that
im trying to help you so would you stop being a twat.

2010-01-26T17:40:00.003+08:00

"i wish my gf can hear this.. so this could be our song..."

"I used to sing this song to my ex who cheated on me with my best friend.. every time i listen to it i cry because i loved her so much.. :'( "

the quotations from above are from the youtube comments. this song is very powerful to the heart.

i love this song..

*edited*

all of my friends at least jailbreak their ipod touch to 3.1.0 but mine's still at 1.1.3. haha! prehistoric age. but inside there's alot of stuff like pictures, songs and stuff i wrote.
then i tried to be funny and try to jailbreak to the latest firmware but cannot. tried 8 times but to no success. sad sia. and due to that, i have to reformat and there's no snake up-down game, no 8-ball answer. stuffs i cant hang on to no more. and now only bands like goldfinger, trapt and artist like katy perry and lily allen are in my ipod.

FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY
SATURDAY SATURDAY SATURDAY SATURDAY
SUNDAY SUNDAY SUNDAY SUNDAY

2010-01-25T00:02:00.004+08:00

funny shitz nitz!

had a great time last night. cant wait for this upcoming friday and the weekends;
till then mates, chao;

2010-01-21T15:23:00.002+08:00

cool shit. terminator style after 43 seconds.
i wanna do that to my friends, just anyhow shoot them with a paintball gun!

2010-01-19T16:05:00.003+08:00

A BIG THANK YOU TO MAMAT
for getting me the tickets first cause im really scared that i'll go out of stock. limited to 200 tickets and i dont wanna risk it by getting this weekend. plus, its only 40 bucks for a GOOD BAND! they are good, trust me. i know. heh. progressive metal. not those typical breakdowns.
cheap eh! 40 bucks. what a good year, 2010. march, come faster. but before that, february first. and hopefully my family buy me something for my b'day like .. idk.. fcuk shirtS or... jeanS?

and dudes who are reading my blog who are 90% my friends, i wanna make a once a week soccer thing. its been quite some time and i bet ya'll miss the old times at SPC. my leg itchy already. i NEED the kick,desperately.

2010-01-17T22:31:00.006+08:00

me :^)

luqman

sharah

i dont have a pic of kak ila and nabila

my cousins. i miss em like crazy already. yesterday was when i came to my senses that i cant just live with friends and thats it. the moment i knew this outing was gonna happen, it totally brought me back to my past. more precisely, when i spent a whole hell of a time with them last time.
i neglected them since sec 4 and regretted eversince then.
ok, yesterday i HAD TO DIVIDE MY TIME EQUALLY FOR 3 PLANS.
but in the end, i spend more time with cousins. CNY, our whole family tree from my mum's side are gonna gather for a bbq pit a labrador park(if thats how u spell it) and this 29th am gonna go johor with em cause one of the cousins is getting married there. swee.
we chilled from 1700-2300. 6 full hours. actually wanna thon but sharah felt dizzy. spoiler.
when they went home, i met up with my polymates. i dont have any pics from ytd's outing.
we went to watch spy next door or something. its a predictable show so, dont bother watching kids.
its a downgraded version johnny english.
and iluma's theatre is damn big.
afterwhich, cabbed home but the rest went to play pool at 3am in the morning. crazy.
only one thing to say
AN AWESOME WEEKEND IT IS.

"are your sure???" for 10 minutes!

*knock knock knock* penny times 3

2010-01-15T16:54:00.004+08:00

ah,hi. i dont know why but i just wanna say life is good. SO good.

i wanna type out alot today including the unnecessary stuff but its abit too draggy so imma skip it and gonna pen down what im looking forward for this weekend.

1) gonna celebrate shikin b'dae tomorrow 1200 at ecp
2) gonna meet my cousins at simei at 1500 tmrw
3) gonna meet my polymates at 1800 bishan.
3 plans in a day, jialat. also, i wanna buy jeans and polo tees.
and i've been spending my time watching entourage, good show.
lucky me i got a friend who intros good stuff. editors choice.
so thats abt it i guess. ok im off to bedok and get back my sweater which i left it there for a week or so. later dudesssssssssssssssssssss.

2010-01-13T00:17:00.003+08:00

hafis,the moment i saw your blog on my i-pod especially the picture my eyes were locked on,
i wanna smash it on my pillow so really damn hard.
fis,if you are reading this,
haha,no offense but it reminded me of someone. :^)
and boy, ur fxxxing secretive like a lil twat. you must be a girl in disguise.
anyhoo... french sucks!
est fille que vous sucez

2010-01-12T16:51:00.001+08:00

I LOVE MY BLOG'S SONG!
her song is funny.

2010-01-11T00:08:00.004+08:00

quality of the pic like shit like that. haha havent seen this girl since last year. miss her alrdy. anyways, we had a stupid talk on the phone yesterday night and played truth or dare otp with eben's ipod.
still is with me right now, he has alot of fun apps.
much more fun than my pod. dammit.
even after i jailbreak my pod, its still as useless as before. cannot put in good resolution games.

2010-01-09T11:28:00.002+08:00

i've just had it with you.
you may be what i used to have but to see the things we share,
its gone.

2010-01-05T13:31:00.002+08:00

voice so pure which was meant for music. and im gonna play this song in the future.
wait and see.

Dear God, I pray James "The Rev" Sullivan is in a little piece of heaven in the afterlife making the angels scream. He seized the day in bat country then burned it down, his unholy confessions trashed and scattered. We gave him the strength of the world and he gave a us a second heartbeat. He is MIA, but will walk on through thick and thin to the wicked end. May you be in eternal rest.

2010-01-03T23:57:00.003+08:00

so sick.... STILL
after being a fan boy for a year i still love em. and i do think she's cute eventhough she's age-ing. rofl.
i find this band not boring. certain experimental bands are not boring.
that is why, i deleted all those genre-core artist in my pod and replace em with pop indie rock but not iwrestledabearonce.. and trivium.. and a7x.. and august burns red.. and.. between the buried and me.
now my pod is occupied by artists like the libertines, yeahyeahyeahs, arctic monkeys, katy perry, lily allen, muse and more uh.
music is all about quality and not about trend.
can you people see that attending to gigs was once a trend? i see it crystal clear.
with the breakdowns and two-steps.

next, sch starts already. i hate it. haha. but nehmind, i just needa endure for another 6 weeks only then major exams then 2 months holidays! thats when me and bil are gonna find for jobs and ear big bucks. oh, and im turning 20 in one months' time. how sad.
but look at the bright side...
actually there's none except that im old than most 1990 friends of mine. ahaha
sooo boooored right now!!!

*what else to post about eh...*

OH, i found out katy perry and russel brand are together and im damn frus abt it.

that british comedian wanker.
owwwwryte mate! ouh, im british and im funneh! twat. ahaha
he said that he'll not be a womanizer and instead be a one-woman person.
i doubt that he'll change.
i would too say the same thing to get laid with katy perry.
heh heh heh heh. ^_^

pokemon fever

2010-01-03T02:08:00.002+08:00

downloading these games soon cause it got the pokemon fever already and no,going to the pokemon center will not help. so, have to say i ate popeyes 2 days in a row eversince it opened on the 1st jan at toapayoh entertainment where it used to be a macdonald restaurant there. i know,some of you may think that popeye's a ripoff, its up to you but god their mashed potato is heavenly.
so dont have to go all the way to s'pore flyers and get me some mash potats.
i wanna celeb za's b'dae this monday 4th of jan and she wanna eat sushi i think? gonna make sure it'll happen. afterall,imma good friend. haha.
just forget abt the past, we were kids.
your birthday's coming so lets eat.

"you make soo much sense"

yeahyeahyeahs!!!!!

2010-01-02T01:40:00.003+08:00

happy 2010. today marks the second day of the year, but still adapting to the date cause i got soo used to 2009 and thinking its still december.
and yes,spent it with these people under some random block and talked crap.
cause we dont wanna go through the same shits every year, going to those places where most people would be hanging out and after the countdown is over, they drink and drink and drink but not me obviously doing all those shitniz and then they'll talk crap until the first bus/train comes(standard), roughly ard 0630 then parted off and headed home with a bloody alcohol smell.
sorry no offense but sometimes we gotta move on and drop all the bullshits in our lives.
so, yeah.
then after my weekly friday prayers(gosh im gonna miss it since sch doesnt allow me to go due to the timetable) met up with bil and he managed to search for his stuff and so did i.
then chilled at golden landmark, funny stuff.

ok,i dont wanna bore you with the events happened.
what i wanna accomplish before this year ends is that i wanna get my license, wanna stick close with my family and friends and insya'allah nothing will happen, wanna be a good son/brother/cousin towards my family members and lastly, to find a decent girl to be close with so i wont complain so soo much. haha
btw,where did the love go?

heh,sorry tamam! u can post a fugly picture of me in your blog, truce.

ahhhhhhh!!!! lily allen's cute! aiyaa, i like one too many celebrities.

2009-12-31T04:21:00.003+08:00

2010 is nearing, prepare for a 'new' start.
what we used to do together are gonna be in 2009.
cause..
i no longer hear the music anymore.

2009-12-30T14:42:00.003+08:00

miss this dude already. \m/
and all i can hear from a7x's songs are his drumbeats.
im beginning to listen to the old shits, once the old me
fighting every fxxxing right for a7x, for those who thought they're a total poser
to the music scene, you're WRONG.
from today onwards, for a month, im gonna wear their sweater i purchased 2 years ago.
for jimmy owen sullivan.
for avenged sevenfold.
for
THE REV!
i wont see you tonight

RIP JIMMY "THE REV" SULLIVAN

2009-12-29T13:50:00.005+08:00

i dont know if u all heard but i just wanna inform u people out there that
the drummer
JIMMY 'THE REV' SULLIVAN
from my all time favourite band
AVENGED SEVENFOLD

has just passed away today(29th of dec 2009) and i cannot be anymore depressed.
he was the best drummer to me afterall and he's one of the major people in a7x
i cannot help myself but cry for what i had to see in their myspace.
click here to read
all i can say is that 2009 is one Fxxxed up year.
but luckily, us a7x fans managed to catch their live performances
in singapore last year in the midst of october, and i gotta say it was the best and
REVERAND,
u'll still be in my heart and a7x will always be my number one band.
i bet radhy will be very upset about this.
VERY

2009-12-29T02:44:00.003+08:00

the truth has been told, yet to cover this story.
a sad ending depicts a strong learning journey.
this endless endeavor will never end
until she meets his one and only man.

i can no longer take this anymore.
this feeling was alrdy in shattered smithereens.
upto the limits i can hold it for
please god help me with this cold undying feeling.

2009-12-28T16:07:00.006+08:00

im starting to appreciate mature bands like

the libertines,
they're good
no more heavy distorted sound waves nor silly overdrives
but only flangs and chorus.
no more 'im gonna kill you' lyrics shitniz
but only bathtub jokes.
i love making new songs, more to the chilling to the milling kinda tune.
all i have to do is to learn bloody chords and im done.
every stuff that happened to me are all diverted to a song, my song.
and i wish i could have a writers mind to be able to write as good of a lyrics as the one below.
everynight of everyday i listen and no, im not sick
of their wonderful music.
i want more, more than i usually do i tell you.

music when the lights go out lyrics - the libertines.

"is it cruel to be kind not to speak my mind and to lie to you rather than hurt you? well i'll confess all of my sins after several large gins but still i'll hide from you hide what's inside from you. and alarm bell rings when you say your heart still sings when you're with me, oh darling please forgive me. and all the memories of the pubs and the clubs and the drugs and the tubs we shared together, will you stay with me forever? but all the highs and the lows and the to's and the fro's the left me dizzy, wont you please forgive me?"

2009-12-24T02:37:00.002+08:00

i love this show. keeps me going on at night and the wee hours.
everyday is the same,nothing new. everyday meet yazid at 12am and have our prrrrrata.
everyday wake up and stare up in the ceiling with my pillow for solid 15mins and stone.
idk whats different.
thought holiday is gonna be fun but its kinda dull.

its hot in topeka
topeka's hot,my toe is hot, pick it!

2009-12-23T13:07:00.004+08:00

gig got cancelled. claiming money back. off to eat. off to klp. then off to thon LAN.

funny shit,go figure.

gypsies bit my blood

2009-12-23T02:50:00.009+08:00

got only 3 people attending to our gig. verrrryyyy niccccce!
damn pathetic sia! anyways, our slot is at 1800-1830
i really really hope more of my friends would come and support.

yesterday
played soccer at cage and i know who not to bring next time.
that fag doesnt put in effort in playing soccer,serious sia!
then off to sim lim and sheesha with hafis,nabil,mamat and azuriati
thx azu for your thoughts and hopefully to see you this sunday. support me and fisha ok!

fukc ofo,watch this.

2009-12-22T10:59:00.003+08:00

there aint alot of people who wanna come to the gig,nevermind.
those whose coming,appreciate it alot for your support.
never will we trouble you again with this absurdity.
i promise that we will put on a damn bloody good show
and not just for the sake of performing, we truly understand that people wont waste money for shitty band performances so hence, 110% will be given and i'll put my heart and soul and so is everyone else in this particular band.
besides that,
everything's going wrong and i dislike people who uses 'FML'
what a cliche,period.
what,is it the in thing now?
FML FML FML FML FML FML MILF FML FML FML FML FML FML
fart in your face.
most of every blog i read must have at least an 'FML'.
totally lost its meaning.
doing this song cover for the gig.
through struggle

ok bye. im off to water my grandmum's plants since she's away at daughter's place.
after that, soccer cage!!!!!!!! hyak!

2009-12-16T09:57:00.006+08:00

Planning to get another beth like this one.
the pennant design looks so cool but i tryda find it online but they didnt show this model.
epidemic.
this COMING SUNDAY we're performing and its gonna be a disaster cause
its a last minute thing. i hate last mins and gonna jam today.
faris havent learn trivium songs, azri havent learn the tabs for bass.
the only confident ones are hafis,me and zamir.
please make this gig a successful one
if any of u come across this blog, which i plan not to make it private anymore, wants to
attend the gig on the 27th of dec, please do tag.
tickets are selling at $5 each and i have 10 tickets with me only
its at odiocrib near bugis.

eventhough she made quite a number of mistakes, she got guts and talent for a girl to cover this song.
and i bet she's cute. (",)

"ileftwhenialreadyfoundyou"

eat you like a sweet i love from clark quay

2009-12-15T09:48:00.005+08:00

HELLO SAKURA INTERNATIONAL!

had a great time last night and the cam quality wasnt that great so bear with it.
i met my mum at pasir ris and 1830 and headed down to downtown east and then, the minute we reached sakura,
OMG!
i toured around the place, such an awesome place to dine in
ate alot of stuff which made me feel like a *squeel*

then my aunt bought my mum a birthday gift knowing its her b'dae the next day!
immediately she tore the wrapping like a kid and smiled widely when she knew what was it
its a brooch kinda thing from somewhere.
she was soo happy! im happy for her. haha
gonna get my mum something today but idk what.
OH ANYWAYS, HAPPY 43TH BIRTHDAY MA! ILY.
ard 2100 then we chaoed.
walked around downtown to actually calm our tummy down
yeah, so thats about it. wah im soo lazy to go to odiocrib alone sia!
needa collect the tickets and make payment. sian..

2009-12-14T08:15:00.003+08:00

27th is the gig which falls next sunday, im excited for it.
got a friend to help out doing the vox since a friend backed out.
today im gonna get the tickets from odiocrib alone,wth..
a trip from clementi to bugis then off to downtown to have dinner with my family at
sakura international, i hope i wont eat until 6pm.
gonna starve myself and eat like a pig once i reached there.
anyways,my math sucks and im gonna bathe and head down to sch
and get as much help and LEECH from them! haha.
and also,this friday alot of stuff is gonna happen.
the end of my CT, head down to play lan <4hrs,>

2009-12-10T18:09:00.001+08:00

Im scared to face her, back to square one;
0_0

2009-12-08T20:09:00.004+08:00

i miss ^.

no one has to know.

Your uncle's a girl?

2009-12-07T21:21:00.004+08:00

i dont know if people noticed but i love black and white pictures.
it seems very dark and peaceful.
Like waveforms, they have different frequency and different altitude shits but if lets say black and white were in a sound form, it wont be very complicating.
Bet you dont get what i mean. fag. lol

AND FUCK! I JUST FOUND OUT A MINUTE AGO THAT THE VOCALIST FROM
THE HUMAN ABSTRACT
NATHAN(RIGHT) WAS BEING FIRED!
I CANNOT ACCEPT THIS!
I'VE BEEN A FAN NOT TOO LONG AGO AND IM STARTING TO LOVE THE SHITS THEY PRODUCED AND NOW IM VERY DISAPPOINTED AND DEPRESSED.
HE WAS A BRILLIANT WRITER AND AN AWESOME VOCALIST!
HE WAS WHAT THA HAS LEFT TO STAY PUT AS A BAND BUT
THEY FIRED HIM! STOOOOPID
BIGGEST MISTAKE IN THEIR CAREER
click here to what nathan has said to his commitment to THA

"you're not far but you're still far"

2009-12-06T00:35:00.005+08:00

Fetish for girls
1: short hair
2: nice eyes
3: wears snickers. converse!!!!
4: carries a bag pack
5: MUST BE ANNOYING
6: No piercings. if have,only ears.
thas about it.

today im going for the gig. i wanna support a friend of mine.
screw looose band punk rock genre.
i wanna see them live cause they sound good in recording.
going to meet em at 2 plus kembangan mrt station.
gonna wear my 'lesbian vampire killers' tee.

"you must be crazy,i wont go back"

Hey syam, what's your name again?

2009-12-03T13:51:00.002+08:00

Starbucking later with few people and i managed to bring along my sch mates.
free tall size drinks plus, farna's working there so maybe can nego to get a venti size.
i guess, this 18th dec will be my last time performing cause i aint into this shit anymore.
what shit? gig.
more of a leisure kinda hobby to play guitars and stuff.
yeah,i do record few songs but its for my own.
23rd im going on a roadtrip to overseas with a few people too.
wah,happy.
plus,im getting Big Night Out 2009 tickets. the 189 bucks at pan A
the best one so i can see muse directly infront of me.i'd be awestruck.
i bet its gonna be a fucking good year, 2010.

"you're too much of a _|_ for me" by papercut

2009-12-02T23:50:00.001+08:00

happy 1 year

2009-11-27T22:35:00.003+08:00

maybe this 18th dec got performance
and we're playing my fav genre
metalcore;

and today i downloaded couple of albums.
6 albums in 15 minutes. how cool is that.
bands like, tdwp, abr, aild, nj, ss...
bet ya'll dont know these acronyms.
hell, no one knows abt my blog so
when i said 'ya'll' meaning those people who managed to find it.
congratu-wanking-lations mates!
common test coming up soon
still think im not up for it.
plus, my hp is spoiled. wanna get a new phone
so which means, most prolly my sat will be wasted.
great, just great.

2009-11-24T01:04:00.001+08:00

ok,i dont have to tell what i fear most right now.

fuck,another gig guy on a december. nice.

2009-11-22T23:57:00.003+08:00

No one knows about this new address for now and therefore, i shall write anything i fucking well please.

Actually i have nothing to write.
just to say,im having a formal presentation this coming tuesday
and a day out with arina on 2nd of dec.
during that time, i shall confess to her of my doubts
and have a heart-to-heart conversation with her.
clearly we both want different things in life right now.
she wants to date around, i wanna be in a relationship.
there you go, for me to continue liking her is a complete dead end.
i thought she might be the one but hey, this is life.
you can't get anything you want.
let anything get what they want, you understand me?
you don't get to decide fate, the big boss up there does.
an islam always accept fate as it is and DOESN'T blame ALLAH for it.
try to make the best solution out of it.

ok, something is definitely wrong with me. why am i talking about this? haha
this friday is hari raya haji. fuckin'aye!
no math on friday. double YAY.

2009-11-18T19:42:00.001+08:00

my only source of entertainment is down
thanks to my brother who experimented that handphone infrared
can actually make a hd tv sound card explode
and yes, it literally exploded.
currently its just like watching mute animated cartoon.
mime but with colors.
now i gotta find a cheap way to actually repair the tele.
sooo sad! i cant watch made or i bet you will

2009-11-17T01:36:00.002+08:00

new address. new story. new ending
prepare yourself
this is...
a-letterto-her

Cause you're one little yellow brainer too! :}

2009-11-16T04:42:00.003+08:00

Yay yo! :B
SYAMOOTHU, I'LL MISS THIS BLOGGIE OF YOURS.
THE HOT BLONDIE DIGGING HER NOSE,
THE CRAP I POSTED ON YOUR BLOGGIE.
THE STINKY FACES OF HAHAHA YOU ME & THE PEOPLE IN IT.
YOUR CRAPS, YOUR SAD/HAPPY MOMENTS.
YOUR LYRICAL SHIT, YOUR TAGBORED,
AIYAH SO MUCH THINGS!!!!!
& MOST OF ALL THE PICTURE THAT I HELPED YOU RE SIZE ON TOP OF THIS BLOG!
I TOOK SO MUCH EFFORT OK!
SOOOOOOOOOO CHOOSY!!!!!
ALRIGHT,Nuff SAID,I HOPE THIS BLOG DID YOU GOOD.
*STACKS PILES OF SOAKED BLOODY PADS & ROTTEN CHEESE*
R.I.Piss,syamsters.bs.com!

Lotz of smooches: Ainator/Ain Ngek/Ainus/Ain Gembeng

2009-11-15T02:06:00.002+08:00

i soo needa pass my rtt...
and i miss that shirt cause its LOST.

2009-11-14T15:43:00.003+08:00

i wish they could drift back to the metalcore scene.
see how awesome they were back then during the 03's
and i bet their new upcoming album is not gonna be as hard
as their first 3 albums.

sounding the seventh trumpet
waking the fallen
city of evil

maybe i guess they're more mature now and metalcore isnt their cup of tea
they mix and match different genres in their self-titled album
so i guess they're still trying to find their sounds.

"selfish agenda once again"

2009-11-12T17:43:00.003+08:00

lyrics i picked up from vermillion bloodstone mix
find the song quite nice.

she's a myth
she's everything to me
another quiet dream
i dont know what to do

i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me

2009-11-09T21:04:00.003+08:00

y'all should watch this movie! very epic! haha
24seconds. oh you dirty girl!

2009-11-08T19:31:00.004+08:00

i need some color in this life
and a little bit of that.

i wonder if there's really such a ring which tells people's emotion
i think i saw one at singapore's science center but that was when i was in pri 6.
the gift shop to be precise.
i want lots of colorful stuff nowadays.
colorful lighters, t-shirts and shoes.
guess thats what im missing
a little color in my life.
colorful person? nah..
colorful heart?
"0.........__..........0"

Woke up in the morning today
What did I see
I saw some coke saying
"Come and sniff me"
So I think I sniffed it.
Opened up and I whiffed it

indie band, nice song
arcade fire; keep the car running

2009-11-07T18:24:00.005+08:00

MUSE IS COMING TO SINGAPORE ON THE
3RD OF FEBRUARY!
i must go for this concert but too bad its not their own concert.
they are just the headline for a big event where many bands will be sharing.
will be considering uh. i bet they'll only play 3-5 songs only. :(
muse concert info

and once again, hopefully will be a wonderful day like last year's a7x concert.
syafiq,hafis,mamat,nabil,marcus,me
and by now, all will be wearing macbeths. brilliant.
i really really miss those times.

ok,here's one joke i bet u prolly wont get it.
scenario inside toilet.
hafis: eh syam,rambut kau dengar ckp kau bile kau flip it to the otherside?
me: ah,asal?
hafis: oh,aku pnye rambut degil siak. ade shampoo ape2 tk
yang buat rambut aku tak degil? (showing serious face)
syam: ade.
hafis: serious?!?!?! (face damn interested already)
syam: brand shampoo tu anti-devil
hafis: *=_= and walked out of toilet.*
hahahahaha!!!!!!!
ok,enough.

omg,i remembered this very memorable day.
he made a surprise song for singapore

2009-11-04T21:38:00.003+08:00

L-O-V-E
is just another word i never learn to pronounce.

Cause i just set them up..
just set them up.
JUST SET THEM UP

after 35seconds, thats where the funny part is!
saya cakap melayu smooth macam tahuey bukan?

2009-10-31T23:41:00.008+08:00

its another hard word to pronounce.

*i shaved another half of my shoe*

idk what to write already
cause my motives died on me.
mingling around with new people is not my cup of tea.
i'd rather live with people i know than having thousands of friends
cause sooner or later it'll be narrowed down
face it.
people around the world will share laughs with you
but..
they wont CARE when you're sad.
they'll just pretend to listen cause its a simple protocol.

"All the shame, all this guilt, all this regret
That's me"

2009-10-27T14:14:00.004+08:00

jack and sally.

2-4-0-2-4-0
0-4-0-0-4-0
3-4-0-3-4-0
0-4-0-0-4-0

i'd never thought.. i'd die alone.
i laughed the loudest who would know.
i traced the cord back to the wall
no wonder it was never plugged in at all.
i took my time, i hurried up
the choice was mine, i din think enough.
im too depressed, to go on
you'd be sorry when im gone.

i wont give up on you

2009-10-25T12:37:00.012+08:00

Alot of stuff happened yesterday and its about to get more exciting today

yesterday

pool + bowling + sheesha + card games + booze(excluding me) + midnight movie
percy, eben, hefron, saber and me.
wow, damn fun!
we hang out from 1600 - 0200.
0010 we watched halloween 2. it was ok uh.
i received quite a number of shock attacks.
but until now i cannot stand gory movies.
even the sound effects made me cover my eyes for whats coming up next.
the part where michael, the killer, sliced the victim's throat with a glass.
literally saw the flesh being torn apart.
urgh.

and the best part was when i was going home..
i took a cab and was abt to alight when i saw an indian guy with a shiny parang!
the driver was like, " aiyoh! that guy got parang leh! "
i was damn scared already, thinking i was the next victim for another movie.
sorry, the halloween 2 got into me.
the nice driver told me to stay inside for a few mins and when the moment he said he was gonna call the cops, i said bye to the uncle.
haha. then quickly, i RAN to the lift lobby.

today
school + bus rides + esplanade + classmates + opera + fun
ok, i still havent bathe and i had to be in school at 1345.
time check: 1251
this weekend is awesome.

2009-10-22T15:24:00.016+08:00

its still ringing but i doubt its there.
watching 500 days of summer today, alone i guess.
wanna play soccer..
felt like quitting my band cause its a dead end.

it used to go nowhere.
but its now here.

"Ripped apart in minutes what was built in numbered years.
The ink scarred on your back may as well of disappeared.
For as long as I remember you sold everything you owned.
But now you sold our friendship, you're on your fucking own."
~ bring me the horizon

2009-10-20T13:05:00.002+08:00

im beginning to look forward to every tuesdays
this sunday gonna go esplanade and watch an opera performance.
ok,thats something new for me.
hopefully our lecturer bring along her daughters. lol!
(inside joke)

show that you people gotta watch.
fatal attraction
mrs. doubtfire
both of these are quite old movies.

ok,im gonna write a song now.
my so called 'part-time job'
free lance. haha

oh and another one thing about me.
i enjoy pressing lighters.
there's this particular lighter when u press it, blue and red colour
led lights will come out.
and it has in-built mini torchlight.
haha

get me a lighter, i'll like you
get me a zippo, i'll love you
get me both, i'll marry you.
give me time,i'll die with you.

fair enough? (",)

2009-10-19T10:49:00.003+08:00

school... School... SCHOOL!!!!
the holidays are officially OVER.
time to read lecture notes/slides.
massive tutorial homework-to-do list.
and its already my 2nd year 2nd sem.
a year more to go before the government chase me
to be part of the civil servant to this bloody country.

but my time table is ok. (",)
monday 12-5
tuesday 8-12
wednesday 8-4
thursday 8-12
friday 9-3

those which starts at 8.. wah, can die.
i think imma choose an elective for thursday
cause the reason i din choose anything was because...
i thought i could spend some time with some people but
i dont think it'll probably happen.
gonna appeal and choose an 'easy to pass' elective
which is from 1-4.

and after every week, who doesnt look forward to fridays'?
TGIF
oh,and i bought myself monopoly game card.
i got bored with playing with poker cards and so is everyone else.
literally, those who just started playing this game is addicted, period.
eversince i bought them, its been awesome.

and on saturday i spent my day at changi.
it was ok actually.
ate alot of delicioso chicken.
bonded with new friends.
but the toilets over there are D-I-S-Gusting
lazy to put the '-' uh..
alot of people were 'senget' haha
after consuming diff types of booze.
and i got to spend my alone time with my mp3 at the bench
while gazing out the sea.
reflecting on what has happened to me lately.
it really got me thinking and prepare me for whats coming up
whatever life has to offer.

i miss the presence from the fallen of eve.

off to shower.
time check; 1109
sch starts at; 1200.
chao

2009-10-15T01:39:00.003+08:00

happy 17th b'dae to fanaw!
i remember this picture vividly
ur bro's a7x ticket and u wanna step that its yours! haha
and u posted this on friendster.

you're gonna get you're kinder bueno soon k!
hope you're happy right now
and be thankful for the least you have.
happy birthday!

2009-10-12T08:59:00.002+08:00

i give up on this rose
this is no longer a show
not that i have to entertain it anymore

i don't wanna be second
i wanna be with my friends
cause it has come to an end
and there goes my plan.
(I SO LOVE RHYMING STUFF UP!)

welcome to my story tale.
a girl always ended up with these two friends.
but only one survived with her.
after time takes its toll and love is after its roll
the bond between these two friends, still unite

day after day we knew that love was a mistake after all.
all we wanted was good friendship
among all new comers and old timers.
but because of infatuation, we tend to jeopardize friendship,
to create chemistry.
we come to realize after countless repeated mistakes
and always regret what we did.
all those times were great
and now all we could do is..
REMINISCE

2009-10-10T02:31:00.004+08:00

this picture above really gives me the creeps.

ROYAL FLUSH

cool picture ey? resort.

(click on pics for better viewing)
im sticking to what i have faith in
so no one dare to obstruct

cause ilh.